Too many thoughts...

5:00PM- Sunday evening. October 5th, 2015

Today has been one of those days where you just think about all your life choices and where they will lead you and what it is you want to do with your life. 

I have a flood of ideas and ambition and exciting plans. 

However, at the same time I have a little monster at my feet getting into my hair products and running back to the living room to go play.

I find myself having days I wish I had more time, 

but more specifically more ME time. 

Currently I have two loads of laundry, meat thawing,

dishes soaking, vacuuming that needs to be done,

and a living room full of toys to be picked up.

This isn't even counting the work that needs to be done in the bedrooms. 

Instead of rushing through to do all those things. 

I've taken some time to come write. 

Write about a little bit of everything. 

I apologize for the complete chaos to this post. 

I am currently planning a wedding,

which is going fairly well and not super stressful...

as of yet. 

I am enjoying it. I love to pick all the details,

 and see how it all works in my head.

I love to do that will all events. I used to dream to be an event planner. 

I love staying home with my son,

However, I need to find a way to make extra fairly steady money

and get to spend all the time I want with my son. 

It seems silly to think that it is possible, but then again why does it have to be a silly thought?

Why can't I have my dream of being a stay at home mom,

AND finding something I love that pays. 

People always say to follow your dreams ,

be whatever you want to be. 

Well this is what I want. 

I want to be a stay at home mom while my son is young 

and out of school, while I have find part time work, 

or a way of making money by selling goods or services. 

I know I'm being very vague with exactly I plan to do. 

I WILL tell you I am determined to make it work. 

I'm not saying I plan to be rich and famous. 

I AM saying I plan on making my own dreams come true,

by the means that i have available to me. 

I'm going to start back up on Etsy and share the things I love to do,

and show other's that random of crafty things I am capable of. 

While also sharing my adventures of mommy-dom and wedding planning. 

It's a crazy mix of things, but I think I can do it. 

Task one- finish organzing this binder/ planner. 

WISH ME LUCK!